Spartan Sauce
Jr Member
Hey 405th, I know this isn't what the forum is for but I don't know where else to go that isn't parents or friends, so here I am.
It all started before I was born, my gold-digging mother got with my almost millionaire dad in to make some money, and he falls in love. My dad eventually realises that she's a bitch and he doesn't want to be with her, then just as he was going to break up with her, he found out she was pregnant. With me.
This caused all sorts of trouble, my dad didn't speak to her for weeks, he never wanted kids, especially with her. Three years later my dad comes home and the locks had been drilled through, he enters the house and its empty, everything gone. My mum had taken it all, including me aged 3, she had moved away from him, this caused heartbreak, and he is now mentally ill, he became a manic-depressive. My mum then gets a divorce with my dad and makes a ton of money from it, my dad is left broke, with no home. I'm too sure what happened next but my dad met this woman called Ruth, who he's lived with for 9 years now, he doesn't love her, he doesn't even want to be with her, he just hates women because of my mum. One day I realised what actually happened and moved in with my dad, leaving everything behind, my friends, my education there, my life. Its been 2 years now and its already gone through the floor, my dad found out before I moved that he has something called Hypothyroidism, he had it since he was 15 (my age now, and I'm worried I might be getting it.), it causes your thyroid gland to become slower, meaning you get fat and there isn't anything you can do about it.
My dad has mood swings all the time, is constantly on my back about everything, shouts at Ruth for being useless, and she's on the brink of leaving. If she leaves then I have no female figure in my life, nothing to stop my dad from going over the top. And worst of all I'll have nowhere to go, one side of my family is my mum, and one I barely know and also contributed to f***ing my dads life up. If I run away (which I've tried), he'd hunt me down within hours, then threaten to drive me back to my mums if I don't get in the car, if I stay at a friends he'd barge into the house and drag me out. Its my last year of school and there's so much pressure on me its unbelieveable, this causing my dad to become even worse. He thinks I'm just gonna screw life up because I'm not capable at doing anything right, and due to him constantly bringing me down I have next to no confidence anymore. I just don't know what to do.
Sorry for the rant guys but this needed out of my brain.
-Spartan-Sauce
It all started before I was born, my gold-digging mother got with my almost millionaire dad in to make some money, and he falls in love. My dad eventually realises that she's a bitch and he doesn't want to be with her, then just as he was going to break up with her, he found out she was pregnant. With me.
This caused all sorts of trouble, my dad didn't speak to her for weeks, he never wanted kids, especially with her. Three years later my dad comes home and the locks had been drilled through, he enters the house and its empty, everything gone. My mum had taken it all, including me aged 3, she had moved away from him, this caused heartbreak, and he is now mentally ill, he became a manic-depressive. My mum then gets a divorce with my dad and makes a ton of money from it, my dad is left broke, with no home. I'm too sure what happened next but my dad met this woman called Ruth, who he's lived with for 9 years now, he doesn't love her, he doesn't even want to be with her, he just hates women because of my mum. One day I realised what actually happened and moved in with my dad, leaving everything behind, my friends, my education there, my life. Its been 2 years now and its already gone through the floor, my dad found out before I moved that he has something called Hypothyroidism, he had it since he was 15 (my age now, and I'm worried I might be getting it.), it causes your thyroid gland to become slower, meaning you get fat and there isn't anything you can do about it.
My dad has mood swings all the time, is constantly on my back about everything, shouts at Ruth for being useless, and she's on the brink of leaving. If she leaves then I have no female figure in my life, nothing to stop my dad from going over the top. And worst of all I'll have nowhere to go, one side of my family is my mum, and one I barely know and also contributed to f***ing my dads life up. If I run away (which I've tried), he'd hunt me down within hours, then threaten to drive me back to my mums if I don't get in the car, if I stay at a friends he'd barge into the house and drag me out. Its my last year of school and there's so much pressure on me its unbelieveable, this causing my dad to become even worse. He thinks I'm just gonna screw life up because I'm not capable at doing anything right, and due to him constantly bringing me down I have next to no confidence anymore. I just don't know what to do.
Sorry for the rant guys but this needed out of my brain.
-Spartan-Sauce