Let me tell you a story...
There is a boy. He sees a girl and instantly falls in love with her. He waited for a YEAR before asking her out! She said yes, and he became a very happy person. A week later, for NO absolute reason, she hates this boy. He thought that she was the one, and she now hates him. For weeks he tries to win her back, then he convinces himself to, not give up, but not try anymore. It was over and he knew it. But it has left a mark, this boy had lost about 5 friends for something stupid that he did, stupid things happen when you are sad. Over the summer this boy moves to Ohio. He cant get her out of his mind, it is driving him INSANE! But then, on the first day back to school, he lays eyes on someone... just... beautiful, her name was Zoe. During a dance, he asks her out, she says that she isnt ready for a boyfriend and wants to just say good friends. To this day they are the best of friends! You've probably figured out who that boy is... he is me, I went through all that, you will find someone else and you will love her to death and beyond. Zoe and me have it pretty good right now! But I havent given up on THAT story yet *evil laugh*
My friend just went through a breakup, he is the COOLEST guy I have ever known! He hasnt gotten over it yet, but I know he will.
You will get better, I can feel it.
PS: Push comes to shove and I can assure you, you might make some bad choices, but its getting better all the time.
Best of luck,
Rhinoc