I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.

[AoBfrost]

If you kill yourself, you can miss out on a ton of awesome times in the future, like getting married, you cant, getting a new car, you cant, winning the lottery, you cant, cause you'll be dead, better to live than end it.

 

[Leadingspartan]

Thanks guys you guys are making me feel so much better.

 

[23Magnum]

I can tell you this much. Sometimes, that's just the way people are. Don't take it personally.

No matter how tough life is now, once you get past that stuff, you understand that it wasn't really that tough to begin with. I know it's tough now, but it will pass. Trust me.

I have to totally agree with Adam, and I also speak from personal experience of just recently getting over my own heartbreak. Like Adam said, it may be bad now, but it does get better.
Although, thoughts of suicide are very serious and though you may say you won't go through with it, doesn't mean that you shouldn't take them seriously. I too went through those thoughts and I knew that it was getting relatively bad so I sought out help, professional help. School counselors, religious leaders, anyone that you can trust that will listen is a good start if you can't speak to a specialist. It doesn't matter if you don't think you need the help anymore, you've already had these thoughts and should seek out help.
I'm 25, and people have told me repeatedly that I'm young and there is plenty of time for me to find another. In your case, this is extremely true as you are significantly younger than me. I know all too well you don't want to hear that right now, but it's true and I've only recently start to realize this again.

Take care of yourself, and I hope you start feeling better soon.

-Magnum

 

[Jordan Roajs]

dude stop thinking like that you make my think you emo... and by the way you probly have a badass life i have no father.. my mother work her ass off and i study and have apart time job, that keeps my mind clear of bad s#*& happening, any way back to track my part time job lets me explore life like you wanna go to this party and you go and have a blast its like new family... but on to a new topic... I say your life is not at all bad because you probly have family and all that i dont... i have times i break down completely and cry making it just harder so i live life on the destiny its on.....
these's this guy that say live life bleed slow he makes me live more on this miserable life so just consider you luck your even alive.......

 

[marioknight92]

Omg i'm sorry i'm not trying to be down or anything but come on 2 suidade posts this is getting stupid get some balls and grow up yah your life sucks but come on you will get pat this, this is just a phase in you life you going through that you can get past





sorry i have to be so nagative

 

[tehlulz]

I got suspended for this post because I'm an idiot. - MODS.

 

[charlie tuna]

Keep up that kind of posting and you'll never make it to 50 posts so you can post outside of the Noob forum.

 

[malcomtidus]

telulz, WTF!?

That makes me hate you without even knowing you and that only happens once in a blue moon. Literally.

Dude, why don't you just go back into your hellhole where you came from?

Sorry for the rudeness of what I'm saying Mods/Adam but this dude is such an *******. It's not even funny.

 

[SH Jack]

telulz, gb2/b/

Do you really get any amusement out of posting memes like that? Put up your stupid /b/tard front with me if you must but be honest with yourself here. I highly doubt you find that crap funny at all. You just really want to feel superior to other people and feel you belong in some super cool internet clique or something and in that case do us all a favour and at least express it in some way that doesn't harm anyone else so that when you look back on this time of your life when you're more mature you won't feel so embarrassed. If you're not capable of that, then at least stay in that sad little image board. You're no better than anybody you mock; in fact, you're much worse and pitiful for doing so.

 

[S1l3nt V1p3r]

Telulz, that's not cool at all, man! Have you no respect for ones feelings?

How low can you go? Seriously...

 

[bevbor]

Leadingspartan,

I feel I need to try to give you some words.
Please forgive me my messy English, but I'll try to do my best.
All I describe here I was feel by myself.

At real war, not in simulators or games, if people hear sound and feel succusion of earth caused by far explosions of heavy weapons happens the next. You first mark for yourself: wow, explosion there is, good that not here, powerful so... Nothing special, war is the war.
Then, after 4-5 seconds appears something I cannot explain.
Even if you are very strong you start to feel uncontrollable animal fear.
Cold in chest, tremor, wish to lie down and hide head under arms.
You cannot move arm or leg and only wish you have - to hide yourself in no matter what hideout.
And again, you absolutely cannot control this.
Very disgusting feeling.
This is reaction of body, not your mind.
Mind trying to resist, but cannot, only very strong and experienced people can control this.

It seems to me you have same feeling from your life.
Remember, you are not guilty of this feeling.
This is only reaction of your body.
Try to control it.
Be strong.
You are not guilty.

 

[Vexona]

My neighbor and friend of several years committed suicide last summer. He hadn't been doing well in college and his relationship with his girl was on the rocks. He put himself in bad situations with pills and drinking and became too depressed to realize he had support all around him. The negative influences clouded his perspective and he forgot that his family and friends would have helped him in every single way had they known the depth of what he felt.
He was in his mid twenties, and no matter what had gone wrong in his life he had so many years ahead of him that he could have known great happiness and strength.
---

People do care for you. It's very healthy to get things out; it's like taking off shackles that are weighing you down. It shows that you are strong enough to get through this.

I like what Bevbor had to offer:
This is only a reaction of your body.
Try to control it.
Be strong.

 

[Leadingspartan]

If OP is really 27 he has no hope in life outside the internet.
Solution: An hero

You wana start this again. I am just about to ask this, hey mods can i cuss here, if i black it out. Plus i wish to lock this thread it is no longer needed and it just makes them argue with me. If any mod sees this please lock it. Thanks for all the help guys.=]

 

[23Magnum]

My neighbor and friend of several years committed suicide last summer. He hadn't been doing well in college and his relationship with his girl was on the rocks. He put himself in bad situations with pills and drinking and became too depressed to realize he had support all around him. The negative influences clouded his perspective and he forgot that his family and friends would have helped him in every single way had they known the depth of what he felt.
He was in his mid twenties, and no matter what had gone wrong in his life he had so many years ahead of him that he could have known great happiness and strength.
---

People do care for you. It's very healthy to get things out; it's like taking off shackles that are weighing you down. It shows that you are strong enough to get through this.

I like what Bevbor had to offer:
This is only a reaction of your body.
Try to control it.
Be strong.

Very well put, and that type of support is why I'm still here today. I've used this analogy before for situations like these... 'It's like being so sick that you don't ever think you'll feel better again, and you almost don't remember what it's like to feel well. After an illness like that when you DO get better, you almost feel as if it was never really that big a deal in the first place.'
The thing is this heartbreak and illnesses are both very similar. Sometimes you need some outside help to get better, i.e. - meds, someone to talk to, or even just an occasional hug. What both require no matter what, is time. Time heals even the deepest cuts to the heart. You just have to give yourself that time and not sit back and let these emotions rule you. You turn into the wrong kind of person when you let that happen. Trust me. I was on that road that Vex spoke of and I was fortunate to get the help I need from everyone around me. I still have those feelings sometime, but they pass a lot quicker these days. If the people around you giving you the sort of support you need, then you need to find people that will. I don't mean just us either, you need to get out do something new for a while, change it up, and before you know it things will get better.

The old saying, 'what doesn't kill us makes us stronger' applies very well here.
Don't you want to be stronger?
I know I do.

"One person will not make me fall...it will take the whole world to do that."

-Magnum

 

[Sean Bradley]

I just want to nip this whole thing in the bud while it's still possible. I fear that some previous threads may have opened the floodgates for more of these types of threads, and this isn't the place for it.

Granted this is the General Discussion forum, but these types of threads are a liability to the website... we're not authorized in any way to give advice to troubled or suicidal people. In fact we could all get into a heap o' trouble for allowing this to go on.

If you are in serious need of counseling you should talk to someone close to you like a parent, teacher, or guidance counselor, and if you are having suicidal thoughts, you need to seek immediate help. Call a hotline, or go directly to one of the afforementioned sources for help, or visit one of the wesites listed below.

Girls and Boys town National Hotline: http://www.girlsandboystown.org/hotline/index.asp

Listening Ear Crisis Hotline: http://www.thelisteningear.net/

National Suicide Hotline: http://suicidehotlines.com/

Hopeline National Suicide Prevention Center: http://www.hopeline.com/

Suicide Prevention Lifeline: http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/




Continued discussion of this nature will be locked. This isn't the place for it, and it could get us in alot of trouble. Contact a trained professional counselor.